Okay lets again start..

Not able to sleep… Really very upset. You can judge others and comment on thier good and bad things but when you judge ur self … Its dificult to face your own face. I dint write my lovely diary since last 15 Days only due to this fear. What excuse should i givd to me when i know i am culprit and i am judge too. This situation really makes me flash. Become just robot keep every enternal feeling side or supress that all. Alwasys i try to make my self a self moticated Ikon who care and learn everythings not by force but by motivation of being the best.
But some time noooo.. Always after a time limit my train derail and lost the track  no always it happen and again and again i get up after some time… But life is not that much long so very few time i have remaining to prove to my self that i can.. I can defeat my procastinating behViour becouse behind all failure only this is the only reason.
Okay lets again start..